Xmas Time

It’s officially Christmas time and even when I was a child there’s always been something about Xmas that made me happy.

My first memories of Christmas comes from when I used to lived with both of my parents, every year by the end of November we use to set up the Christmas Tree, I could spend hours looking at that tree, in fact that was all I did looking at every single detail, letting my mind wanders into it.

Most of my Christmas memories comes from those moments we spent together as a family, mom used to make the biggest dinners ever on December 24^th and most of my family used to get together, it was one of the best nights of the year, seeing all my uncles, aunts, cousins, nieces, grandpa & grandma all together it was just great.

 My advice for this Christmas is to have a great time whether you’re with you family or by yourself, remember you always have someone that will do whatever just to see a smile on your face.

Life on Facebook

I still remember when I started using Facebook, it was like 2004 at that time I was a Hi5 user and changing to Facebook was like updating your old 1992 Honda Civic your parents bought you to a new Mercedes I was pretty excited about it, the first thing I notice was that people used their real names unlike Hi5 where everybody used to had some short of retarded name instead.

My first weeks were full of surprises I pretty much learned everything about Facebook by myself but soon I realized that having a Facebook was more of an issue than I thought it was, at first all I did was wait for someone to comment on all the nonsense’s and weird photos I posted there.

Most of the stuff I did on FB was friend requesting people I barely knew, try to hit on girls (it didn’t work out for me), and updating my status every 5 seconds with what I’ve been doing, song lyrics, or shit about crushes, but the real problems began when I started playing those FB games those who looks silly and bored but are extremely addictive.  

My nightmare started with Farmville you know the pretty addictive game where you become a virtual farmer harvest stuff and raise livestock, I’ve spent endless hours in that game just to find out that I’ve been wasting precious time, where I could been living or doing something more productive and believe me everything you could imagine is more productive that spend days harvesting imaginary crops but by that time I realize that, I was the proud owner of a farm big enough to move my entire population of FB Friends.

After that my Facebook activities dropped down faster than a rock falling into a precipice, I went from checking my Facebook every five seconds to hardly just once or twice daily, but that was until I discovered Sims Social with my previous experience in Farmville I was more how can I say it cautious by three weeks I was bored to death.

And now I realize that Facebook is a real problem and I don’t what to people to find out about every single aspect of my life, and now like the 95% of FB users I only use Facebook every once in awhile to stalk on other people’s life, and to know what the latest gossip about people I might know.

Memories of an Imposible Love (2009)

Did you ever fall for someone you know you shouldn't? Try hard to fight your feelings, but you just couldn't? You fall deeper with each passing day, but try to hide it in every possible way. She's only a friend, and nothing else--That's the lie you keeping telling yourself. You keep on saying she's just a bud...

But deep inside, you're falling in love. You get so giddy when you meet her eyes, but keep reminding yourself it isn't right. A simple glance turns into a stare, but you pretend that you don't care. It's "not right" for you two to be. Is that why you hide it so no one can see? But how long will you pretend?

Keep lying that she's just a friend? Perhaps your feelings you can never show. Perhaps it's "wrong" for her to know. Your friendship can't be risked over this, so being her boy is an impossible wish...

Thoughts that can’t be out of my mind, and I don’t know why but every time I start thinking about this I feel that the more I try the more I feel attracted to you. Sometimes I just want to tell you what I feel for you but I’m afraid that this could end our friendship or maybe I’m just scare to lose you.

It’s that the reality of my life falling for people who sometimes don’t even notice that I really care about them or I’m just attracted to things that I cannot get, maybe that’s destiny but I don’t know I’m just trying to reach a place where I could be with you.

Why I always fall for an impossible love, I’m so tired of all of this I just want to find that special girl that could turn my world upside down, I’m tired of pretend that I don’t care but deep inside my heart tears apart with every moment I spend without you, maybe I’m wrong about this and we couldn’t be together but I just want you to know that I might not be the perfect guy to be with you but I’ll be the one who always be there for you no matter what and that’s something no one can take away.   

Mistakes

Mistakes are important parts of our lives with each one we make we learn how to react to certain things that happen through life, each time we make a mistake it change the way we see things, sometimes we want to change certain choices that we consider mistakes but in the end every mistake we made along the way make us who we are today, it’s not about taking bad or good choices is about how those choices affects our present and future in ways we can’t even imagine.

But what is considered a mistake? Mistakes are bad choices that in the moment don’t seem so bad, usually when you make a mistake it doesn’t seem like a bad choice at all but eventually you’ll realize that what you thought to be a good choice end up being not as good as you thought it was, in my case I’ve made a lot a mistakes but I don’t regret any of them cause anyone who have never made a mistake has never tried anything new.

In the end mistakes are as necessary as breathing so let’s just make better mistakes.