Wednesday, August 15, 2012

Fears



At some point in our life we all been afraid of something, but what are those fears? Some people are afraid of darkness, spiders, heights, and monsters under the bed or even trivial things as cats or dogs, in my case when I was five a small fluffy dog chased me and bite me so I was afraid of dogs till I turn 6, then the night terrors came in I was so afraid of the night that I couldn’t even sleep I even took therapy for that and after a long time that was part of the past.


But why do people have fears, fears are a way of self-preservation, fears are like natural secures that prevent you from doing stupid and dangerous things, but other fears comes from traumatically experiences that sometimes we didn’t even realize and hunt us for our entire life.


Right now my biggest and only fear is fail in life in by that I mean socially, personally and economically, at this point of my life I have it good I have a great job, great friends, wonderful girlfriend and I’m almost  finishing my degree in Business Administration, but lately I’ve been doubting many things…


What if this just a step? What will be of me in 20 years? What if this isn’t what I’m supposed to do with my life... but at the end it doesn't matter what questions I throw myself in... Life is and always will be an endless pit of unanswered questions with only one certain point... you're destined to be whatever you push yourself to be.